OH GOD

Oh Allah, help me for my problem and keep me from people who always make me mad or something like that...
Make me feel always grateful for all of all that I had... I miss when I always having a laughing without loud... I miss when I was child... I miss You Allah...
Is all that I need is You, Allah...
Actually, I'm so confused with my problem with my friends or my boyfriend :( I love them so much!!!!!
I don't wanna to hurts them God.... Help me :(
I wanna to laugh with my boyfriend everyday as well as all my friends...
Hope all is well much and all of them can understand me well off all that i want... Aamiin :)