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Tu Me Manques, Samudra

hey there, how's your life? since 27, December we not even meet again. gonna miss me, huh? by the way, end year will be come. aaaaakk, do you remember? last year, at 31, December 2011, myself and you chosen be the #bestbangkecouple2011 #bangkeawards. hahaha just for fun from Dea, Fila, and Cicik. emm, i hope this year we get this predicate again :'D but, we were not in couple again, mmm maybe #bestbangke-ex-couple, Fil, De, Cik x) LOL..

hmmm, actually I'm gonna missing you. yea you Samudra. i can't explain how i miss you today or even everyday. you know, what i miss? i miss how we laughs, i miss those forehead kiss, i miss those your big hugs, i miss your silly face, i miss your voice, i miss how we stay up late and on the phone talkin everything, i miss those what are we going to be, i miss everything what we had done, i miss how you get mad at me, i miss when you call me "bawel", i miss smells of your perfume and did you know? your t-shirt which you brought maybe 2 weeks ago i didn't wash it yet. hehehe, because those smells is you, your perfume still attached there, so i can smells you every time, every night your t-shirt always be my blanket hehehe... but all of these i most missing the old you, you not changes, but at all i feel not same already.
the most i miss are your advice when i'm getting complain with my problems, you always caring me, always make me cheer up, and teach me everything. i miss those fuckin YOU. did you ever realized? (:

is it your t-shirt there ;p haha

Short-Holi-Day

lemme explain how was my short holiday at Tawangmangu-Cemoro Sewu Karanganyar 27, Dec yesterday. I've been spent there with my holy friends. hehehe..
emm, we are called #GentongTour2 hihi.. and i was so happy to joined their tour, cause yes, we are close friend at our school.. 
we are Immanudin Zakky as a boss x) xoxo, Aziz Putra Aditama, Wipra, Krisna Pratama, Samudra Adiyoga, Fegha Fanissa D, Dheajenk PCN, KintanSW, Ajeng Angelyta, and Me.
we are went there by motorcycle x)) how cool! hehe for your information, this is my first time to heading Cemoro Sewu -_- pfft...
i was soooo afraid went to there, because you all know the roads is.. emm, too much, but if you were there, then all your fear has gone, because of beautiful view there. there are fields, highlands, and the fresh air... because my house at Karanganyar, they all pick me up to my house, and I'm already to go. at 11.30 am maybe, we are go off from my house.
finally, touchdown at TawangMangu, we bought fifteen thousand rupiahs of Molen Tawangmangu and then we were continued the trip to place that Zakky called "belakang Mbok'e". aaaaa there we can see anything. fresh air, so many green plants and trees..
and here we are...

Such a beautiful place (:

after that, we went to Cemoro Sewu. previously, we decide to have a lunch. but for me it's not lunch, this is a late breakfast. huhu i haven't had a breakfast before.. at "Mbok'e" we took a lunch. so many laughs and so much talkin. alhamdulillah full already. hahaha
then, Cemoro Sewu here we go!!! 

so cold there -_- but we had enjoyed because warmed by how we are laugh out loud and how we were together....

....but ooohh, at 3.30 pm we decided to go down before the rains was fallen. okay we are go down and how poor, in the middle way, the heavy rains was falling down. then take shelter....

look! how messed we are x))

sooooooooo coooooldd!!! we used a glass of tea and milo to keep warm, but sill cold -_-
in there, since 12.35 pm my hand phone had not been working and i got SOS at my signal :(
hmm, maybe 4.30 pm already, and the heavy rains didn't stooped. finally we must continued the trip to went home. got wet clothes after arrived at home -_-
tiring but fun. thanks guys for y'all. you made my day! <3 much loves :*

Welcome my 18th

 “Let gratitude be the pillow upon which you kneel to say your nightly prayer. And let faith be the bridge you build to overcome evil and welcome good.” - Maya Angelou

 “Romance novels are birthday cake and life is often peanut butter and jelly. I think everyone should have lots of delicious romance novels lying around for those times when the peanut butter of life gets stuck to the roof of your mouth.”- Janet Evanovich


feel so blessed yesterday. Dec, 19 was my 18th birthday... Kintan, Surya, Desta too!!! they are my friends.. i care to them ({}) hehehe
maybe, i wanna scream as much as i could. wanna cried, wanna laughing. that day was so amazing.. there are my bests beside me.. a family whom always support me.. allah, always blessing me..
emm, even my 19 this year might not to be like last year but i always grateful... i couldn't believe that i'm not be 17th girl anymore....  not everyone is as lucky as me to be blessed with a friends like them.. thankyou so much for coming into my life and standing by my side through thick and thin..
and this day there is no rains fall!!! wohoooo how i love that day.. a bright sunshine was brighten my day.. it's ruins my mood to be better. hehehe.. 
i hope, all of my prays and dreams come true. any impossiblly can be possibly. more lucky and bless. mature(er), prettier, smarter, be better in everything. stronger to face of all these life's problems. aamiin..
thanks a lot to all of your greeting and prayers.. may Allah will hear all our prays. aamiin... at least, i love you all <3 thanks God :)

YOU GIVE A FUCK. THANKYOU ANYWAY (:

I Miss You

we sleep like there is no sunrise... we spent all night long, laugh all day.. in the middle of pouring rain, you made me feel so comfort and so close to you. feel like there is no place as comfortable in your arms. hope every morning, every night, every way i fall into your arms, getting your big hugs.. 
emm, i miss you always. for of all just you did tome, have you been worthy to get all of my missing pieces?

Wax: "Rosana" (Official Music Video)

taken in da room... we are bestfriend, but always keep love each other.. i love you Samudra <3

new look

have you look something different with me? hehe correct! my hair. i change my hair from stright to curly.. mm, i was bored with stright hair -__- oke LOL...

i look like emm, more mature :3 wkwk

SHUT YOUR FUCK UP!!! ATI-ATI, AKU BISA JADI JAHAT LHOO!!!

hello guys! so you know what i'm thinking about? yes, i'm thinking about what i've done yesterday.. emm, i mean there are many problems, hapiness, and sadness too come to me. so glad and gratefull to God for all of these, therefore i could be something better than before. i'm learning for continued even there is hardest time, but i will.. and i'm glad to greet this month which on 19th i'm 18 years old already. aaaahh can't wait! being a true legal anyway. lol
I've many wishes for my month. well, i hope everything gonna be better, gonna be fine, gonna be lucky!  better in life, better in love, better grade at school, and better me. still with the same guy besides me always <3 never changes! aaaakkk...