The Way I am

Sometimes, the best what you think, it isn't best to everyone else. hmm life (:

giving a lot of the best, but expecting a little things

"you will realized how did I mean to you when you are sat alone"

Lana Del Rey - Born To Die

Lana Del Rey - Born To Die

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping that the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers, honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause You and I
We were born to die
We were born to die

sleepless nights

those nights where you toss and turn in bed trying to fall asleep, but your mind won't allow you. you just lay there and think. you think about every single possible thing that is going on in your life. you think of your best friend, your family, your problems, your feelings and your worries. or maybe you don't and you end up just reminiscing about the past. about the people who walked out on you, who impacted your life, who disappeared on you and who changed the way you are. in those moments where you can't fall asleep, that's when you do all of your thinking and you know what? it's scary! (:

Happy New Year 2013

I'm yelling "happy new year" yeaaaaa happy new year 2013 for all people in the world... y'all gonna be celebrate it. anyway, for sure you have a many wishes, prays and new spirit for this year certainly.. i won't telling my wishes this year at my blog like yesterday hehe but i must told to God, and i won't expecting too much, just let flow.. start 2013 off with an empty heart and fill it with prays about good things that happen. on new years eve, empty it and see what awesome stuff happened that year.
okay, last night was so awesome new year eve, i looked out a firework. but saddest thing is when you're not brought a good camera to took fireworks picture or to made a video. I'm forgot to brought it hfff...
i celebrate it at Tawangmangu Karanganyar with my lovely lil happy family, and exactly, for 18th years i always celebrated my new year eve with their, so this way why i really loves my family sooo much. there is no word can how to said how much i love them. it's mine, how's yours?

so these fireworks party that i took from my camera hand phone, not bad lah hehhe

my lil sist have too shy -_-

that's my new man.

love love love <3

well this morning i got a black mark under my eyes -_- sleepless :( I'm arrived at home at 01.30am maybe, and goin sleep at 2am, then i woke up at 5 o'clock and i couldn't asleep cause something thought on my mind. actually it's sucks. ruin my mood enough. hmm hope it'll be nothing. huhu okay, Allah bless ya!