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Monday, June 25, 2012

The Sun never leave his Moon :)

Apa jadinya jika matahari tidak akan lagi memancarkan sinarnya ke bulan??
Seperti aku dan dia.. Dia tidak akan pernah lupa memberi aku semangat dan tidak akan pernah ninggalin aku sendiri...
Aku dan dia selalu bersama, apapun keadaannya.. Emm, agak cengeng sih kedengerannya.. Tapi yaaa, gitu...
Dan akupun percaya, semua akan indah (lagi) pada waktunya :) tetep jadi yang terbaik dan tercantik buat dia.. 
And I believing that God has good planned for me and him <3
Save him whereever he is, God.. I loving him so much...
LoveYouSam :)

Sunday, June 24, 2012

:(

Sometimes, I hide my pain.. I'm trying hard to smile again after 245 days...
But, life must go on.. But I believe that I can face this.. All of my pain inside :(
I supposed to be happy right now. but honestly i'm not, instead i'm worried and upset. worried that i'm gonna fail at this time....
My feeling so blue :(
I just need a good time and many time with him, God :(

Random -_____-

Ae...
Long time I didn't share my fuckin stories.. hyhy

Welcome holidayyy!!! Emm, I've some plans with myBest and my friends to spending my long holiday :) but not with my family :(
Besok sekolahku mau ada Study Tour ke Bali. Tapi aku nggak ikut.. cukup minta oleh-oleh aja bule ganteng 1, buat gantungan kunci.. Hahaha

Emm, well banyak banget pelajaran yang aku dapet selama ini.. Gimana rasanya jadi dewasa, sering banget bete sih.. huh..
Tapi yaa tetep sabar :) even its hard I try to smile, but I must be strong girl for him... yes, him....


Monday, June 11, 2012

Tau nggak rasanya dibohongin itu gimana?
rasanya dikhianatin itu gimana?
rasanya dikecewain?
rasanya dijelek-jelekin?
rasanya gak dianggep gimana?
well, sakit banget!!! dan aku ngerasain semua itu sekarang. Campur aduk, entah aku yang sedikit lebay atau gimana, tapi yaa itu... Aku hidup gak sendiri, dan aku punya hidup, dan aku pengen nikmatin hidupku itu dengan apa yang aku mau. Aku gak suka dilarang-larang, aku gak suka dipaksa!!!
I've my own way!!!
Hello....
Baru sempet log in huhh....
Gimana yaa rasanya udh lama banget gak nge-blog :) Kangeeeennn bangeeett sama blog ini hehehe
Banyaaak banget yang mau aku bahas, tapi yaaa saking banyaknya cerita aku jadi bingung mau mulai darimana.. Mulai dari masalah temen,  pacar, sampek keluarga...
But Allah with me.. Allah kasih cobaan buat aku, supaya aku bisa tegar dalam ngadepin segala macem cobaan itu.. Dan see, alhamdulillah tetep tegar, sabar, dan bisa jaga emosi walopun sering labil -_-

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Hallooooo

Finally I getting the post here after a looooongg time I didn't share my fuckin' tell.. Hahahha
Okey, how's your day dude?? May you all always in a good way O:)
There are many absurd things that happened to me -____-'' many problems came to me, many loves that given by my Samudra gave to me, many tears that always droped on my cheeks.. In every single rains drop, it will to be a loves from me to mySun, Samudra :) And many more... I can't said that one by one.. Hehehe
Maybe just to say hello from me.. To be continued A.S.A.P :)
See you ;) GOTCHAAAA.........


Viva la Vida - Coldplay

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
Now the old king is dead, long live the king!

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string (Ooooh)
Ah, who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooooh Oooooooh Oooooooh

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Did you know, how I miss you?? Can you feel me? Can you hear me?? Give me your big hugs in your arms, stay with me and kiss my forehead. Tell me that you love me and never let me go.. I love yeou Samudraaa... As long I can breath :)

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Mood Breaker!!!

Everyone would have the Moodbreaker...
As well as me, and this is they are :
  1. Slow response to my handphone
  2. Get mad
  3. Boring class, boring lessons, boring all that can be bored
  4. Waiting
  5. Pending
  6. Get bad score
  7. Get more weight -__-
  8. SOS
  9. Reset handphone
  10. Lowbat
  11. Not responding
  12. Having a bad hair day
  13. Having a trouble with my relationship 
  14. Some people who hide their feelings
  15. Getting sick
  16. And much more!!!
That some thing that can make me getting  a mood breaker... 

Childhood

I really miss my childhood.. when I wearing a cute shoes, my doll, and had a loud out laugh and crying... I was always spoiled... Mom, Dad, I'm sorry that i can't make you proud.. But someday Mom and Dad must see! How can I could be succeed :) I promise, that someday I'll make you proud to all my achievements :)
Trust me that I won't make you dissapointed :)